Where Is God After a Suicide Loss?
My relationship with God came crashing down after we lost our oldest son to suicide. My faith in God collapsed, as though it was built on sand. What I have come to see is that I was in a spiritual battle after our suicide loss. My faith and trust in God was battered, bruised, and broken. My mindset, unfortunately, became dark. My self-talk revolved around lies, guilt, and a lack of forgiveness. After many years, I had to honestly answer the question, “Elaine, would you like t